So...... It  has been a long time since I updated! I'm now  a Mrs., which is weird but exciting at the same time. We have been married  for about  6 months..

 I am  starting  a new blog , I will post a link soon.

-Jess

I Suck

...as a blogger that is. I have come to realize that blogging is not for everyone, but I want to try to get better.

Everything is going well, Mr. C will be home soon I'm so excited! We are going to get away when he comes back, which will be amazing.  I need a vacation like people in hell need ice water!

Anyways in case you guys were wondering Mr. C and I are in a great place. As in he has been looking at rings (on his own) and has even stopped buying all of his expensive electronics. So I know he means business! Ha.

That is all for now, I've been lurking on everyone's blogs and you ladies are definitely inspirations in many ways. Maybe I can get motivated to post more.

Here are some pictures from our last vacay courtesy of Mr. C, we went down to the beach to watch the sun rise.

A post a day...

I think that I am going to challenge myself to write one post a day for the entire week to get in to the habit of posting more frequently. This post will count as Monday's.


So to finish where we left off;


I knew everything was going to be ok. I had been so anxious, confused, lost and upset, but none if it mattered. I could have lost him. The irony is that I was having a conversation with a friend on whether or not I might have to leave and in that same time frame he was in major bus/car accident. 


I remember feeling really bad at first. Here I was thinking of leaving and I was the first person on his mind. It took me a while to get over feeling guilty about that. 


A couple of weeks passed and he still didn't give me an answer about the direction we were headed in. I was ok with it though, not nearly as upset as I had been weeks earlier. I already knew that everything was going to be ok. 


Then one night he told me what I'd been waiting to here. That he knew that he wanted me to be his wife and to have a future together. Apparently the accident really opened his eyes.


Through this all I've learned a lot about myself I have way more patience and strength then I though. I've grown as a person, we've grown as a couple and know we are an inseparable team ready to face whatever life throws our way. Together. 

I'm back, for real this time! Ha

It's been quit a while and a lot has gone on in the last 6 months or so.

 Mr. C and I hit a rough patch...a really rough patch in which he just wasn't as sure about our future as he once was. To say that I was hurt would be an understatement. We were in a limbo for a couple of months, trying to move on as though things were normal but both in a sad place. For him it was hard to know that he was hurting me by having uncertainty and for me it was hard just not knowing.

So I did what I could to focus on what I had control over, my health and career. I told myself and him that I had in fact set a deadline in which I would walk away if we did not come to some understanding. See Mr. C was set to deploy again and I refused to enter another deployment with so much uncertainty. To me two years was more than enough time to know if we were going to the next level or not. To his credit Mr. C is the most kind and loving boyfriend a girl could ask for and he would do anything for me. Mr. C has also had somethings on his plate which contributed to that uncertainty that aren't for me to share.

And then in December everything changed. Mr. C's Car go hit by a bus, you know one of those big commuter buses. I was so scared when I first got his call, but then he told me the only person he wanted to talk to and see after the accident was me.  And for the first time in months I did not feel as anxious about our future anymore.

TO BE CONTINUED....

Hey Ya'll

Yes I'm still alive and well... I was just reviewing my blog and I realized that I want to change the tone of it. So right now I'm working on what I want my blog to be about =)


Side notes;

• The last Harry Potter was awesome, even though some weirdo sat next to me.  Seriously he was a strange one.
• C and I are fine. We had a big talk and are definitely on the same page.
• Work is going well.
• Still navigating my way through grad school options. 

I HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING WELL!

Gotta Love a Great Pair of Flip Flops.

I hope all the mothers out there had a great day!

I spent the day getting a mani and pedi with my mom and enjoying dinner together. For her mother's day gift I got us her some Fit Flops, we wear the same size ;-)

Below is a picture of my huge feet modeling them:

They are super comfortable and are toning as well. They are a little pricey coming in at $59.99, but so worth it.

There was a really funny moment. C sent me a text saying "Happy Mothers Day Babe". Inside I immediate begin saying oh hell no. But I responded "Thanks. But that wont apply to me for many years to come, Ha". Gotta love him.

I Have a Date!!!

....With my kindle. Ha Ha. C is in Georgia with his family and I'm at home with mine. In fact I've been living at home since the end of last September.

For six whole months I've been living with good old pain in the *** Mom and Dad. JK .While I'm grateful to be living rent free... moving back home after being out on your own sucks. Like sucks big time! My Mom and I are too much alike.

I miss my own space....

And I might be slightly jealous of C moving to his new place, since I decided not to move in together again just yet. But hey it will all work out, at least I can get away on the weekends.

Have any of you ladies ever had to stay at home again? Please tell me I'm not alone.