And I will be honest it is a little depressing.
My mom, who I love with all my heart, pissed me the freak off. I mean to the point where I got back home from training around 12pm ish, I got back in my car and drove around until 1:30 ish.
Now I'm kind of feeling a little bad about my morning outburst. It is not my usual behavior, I mean I did not even want them to sing Happy Birthday.
Does anyone else feel guilty when they feel upset with other people even when they have a right to? Cause I'm starting to feel hella guilty.
It has been a rough couple of weeks, but you can only blog but so much about negative stuff you know?
So positives:
It is my birthday.
I think I like my new job.
I have not cut my hair off.
My new job has a gym that only cost 15 bucks a month on site!
Its closer to Mr. C getting back home.
Happy Birthday!
ReplyDeleteYeah, I always feel guilty for being upset at love ones even when I should be. I don't know why but maybe it is because you don't ever want the last thing you say/did be the last thing they remember.
I hope the next few days brings you all positive things!
Sorry about you and your mom. At least you had time to enjoy your birthday.
ReplyDeleteThanks ladies. The day got much better and I didn't have time to think of it since I had to work all day anyway.
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