I think that I am going to challenge myself to write one post a day for the entire week to get in to the habit of posting more frequently. This post will count as Monday's.
So to finish where we left off;
I knew everything was going to be ok. I had been so anxious, confused, lost and upset, but none if it mattered. I could have lost him. The irony is that I was having a conversation with a friend on whether or not I might have to leave and in that same time frame he was in major bus/car accident.
I remember feeling really bad at first. Here I was thinking of leaving and I was the first person on his mind. It took me a while to get over feeling guilty about that.
A couple of weeks passed and he still didn't give me an answer about the direction we were headed in. I was ok with it though, not nearly as upset as I had been weeks earlier. I already knew that everything was going to be ok.
Then one night he told me what I'd been waiting to here. That he knew that he wanted me to be his wife and to have a future together. Apparently the accident really opened his eyes.
Through this all I've learned a lot about myself I have way more patience and strength then I though. I've grown as a person, we've grown as a couple and know we are an inseparable team ready to face whatever life throws our way. Together.
